Dear dairy,
Saturday, May 30, 2009
-2:39 PM
The matter is still pending, and i'm getting more frustrated each day. Come on, i have made up my mind. I know you're trying to persuade me to reconsider my decision, but the answer won't change. Just let me go, will you? I have my plans for my life already, and the plan starts now, right now. But first and foremost, i have to decide between some things, and i have. Now i just need you guys to agree to it. There are pros and cons, i have thought about it, yes i have. And this is my answer. I can learn through other ways, not this. I don't wanna take the risk and start regretting next time. I don't wanna do something that makes me worry so much. It is not fun, really not fun. I really have sorted out my thoughts. And thus, i have this decision made.I'm sorry. I know i shouldn't be doing such a thing. But no one knows me better than i do. So since i have made the decision, let me go on with it. I will bear the consequences at the end of the year, at the end of my life; for this is my decision and no one else's. This is too much for me to bear. I know myself best, i know what is best for me. I pray that things will go on smoothly and fast. Lord, i commit this onto your hands. Amen.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
-2:21 PM
Exams are over, and our results are back :DResults are not bad. Ahaha.Except for chinese -.-But, like almost everyone failed chinese lah.Only 4 passes, i think. -.-"Super pathetic.English was so-so.Hard work paid off ;DShall work harder next exams. Ahaha.The zoo trip was fun ;DToo bad zhexian was kinda a spoilt sport, and thus pangseh-ed elijah.Poor elijah was stuck with us for the whole trip. Ahaha.Wanted to sit the elephants, but the ride was ex -.-Lazy to update photos;DEnding here, ciaos!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
-4:01 PM
Finally, exams are kinda over :DTomorrow's the last paper. Chinese listening compre.After the paper, off to the zoo we go :D Whoo, seriously can't wait ;)We got zhexian a cake, some presents and a card =oEr, belated birthday presents, yeah. Haha.Hope there will be a good weather tomorrow -.-"If it ever starts raining, that will really suck. :/Going to sleep now, having a headache!The weather nowadays is really killing -.-Bye people ;D
Saturday, May 16, 2009
-12:41 AM
I seem to have seen this quiz somewhere.. -.-" Wonder if i've done it before. I suppose not, hor =o1. What Have You Been Doing Recently? Mugging for my exams. :D
2. Do You Ever Turn Your Cell Phone Off? Yeah. But real seldom.
3. What Happened At 10am Today? Was waiting for the bus to go to IMM ;D
4. When Did You Last Cry? Erm, i don't know. Last month?:o
5. Believe In Fate/Destiny? I believe in the Lord, that he will guide me;D
6. What Do You Want In Your Life Now? I seem contented already xD Riches i suppose. Ahaha.
7. Do You Tend To Make Relationship Complicated? Nope. Will just make myself so busy -.-
8. Are You Wearing Anything You Borrow From Someone? Nope.
9. What Was The Last Movie You Caught? I think it was.. Some horror film. Forgotten the name.
10. Does That Person Know You Like Him/Her? My mum knows i love her. Ahaha.
11. Who Always Make Me Laugh? Everybody, everything -.- Ahaha.
12. Do You Speak Languages Other Than English? Chinese? LOL.
13. Favourite Website(s)?nutzhen.com. HAHAHA.
14. What Are You Doing Tomorrow? Study in the morning, attend cousin's party in the
afternoon.
15. What Do You Think You Are Like? Happy-go-lucky yiling;D
16. Who Will You Choose To Die With? No one. If i have to go, i'll go alone. :D
17. Where Have You Been Today? School, IMM, home.
18. What Game Do You Play Often? Thinking about it now, i don't seem to play any games=o
19. Who Are You Missing Right Now? Cheryl! AHAHA.
20. If You Have To Choose Between A Friend And Love, Who Will You Choose? A friend!
21. What Are You Doing Now? Doing this quiz.
22. Which Primary School Are You From? Shuqun Pri Sch <3
23. Name Three Colours That You Like? Green, blue, orange!
24. What Emoticon Do You Like To Show? :DDD
25. What Is Life To You? Favourite ice-cream. To enjoy every bit of it; to enjoy every bit of my
life.
26. something troubling u, what will u do? Talk to .. irene and Jesus;D ahaha.
27. Who Did You Last Chat With On MSN Today? jianshu. =o
28. Who Do You Admire The Most? My mother.
29. Which Month Were You Born In? March! :D
30. How Are You Feeling Right Now? Ache in the back -.- LOL.
31. What Is The Time Now? 12.57am
32. What Kind Of Person Do You Think The One Who Tag You Is? [irene] Sweet girl;D
33. What Colour Would You Use To Dye Your Hair? Brown? LOL.
34. Why Are You Doing This Test? I suddenly feel so interested in doing quizzes ;D
35. What Do You Do When You're Moody? Sleep! Or go window shopping.
36. At Which age Do You Wish To Get Married? When i've settled down with my career;D
37. Who Is More Important To You?friends, family,$$$? Can i choose all? xD
38. If Today Is The Last Day Of Your Life, What Will You Do? Spend every last minutes with
my family and friends;D
39. Who Is/Are The People/Person You Trust The Most? My mother, irene, ellene, cheryl,
samanthi :D
40. Do You Believe In Seeing The Rainbow After The Rain? Er, i thought rainbow occurs when
there is rain AND sunlight? Or say, water droplets -.-
41.Have A Dream To Come True, What Would It Be? That all my dreams will come true xD
ahaha.
42. What Is Your Goal For This Year? To improve in my studies! To have better time
management. LOL.
43. Do You Believe In Eternal Love? If it's the right one, yeah.
44. What Feeling Do You Love Most? Being happy.
45. Do You Really Think It's Global Warming Now? Yes! The weather is damn hot nowadays -.-
46. What Feeling Do You Hate The Most? Irritated. xD
47. Do You Like Doing Quizzes? Have to sudden love for it ;D
48. Do You Believe In God? Yeah;D
49. Who Cares For You? My family, my friends? And, those who care for me? -.-
5o.The Most Important Thing In Your Life? Everything ;D
51. What Will You Bring When You Fight? Hehe. Me, myself and i ;D i don't mind a chopper =o
52. What Have You Regretted Doing In Your Whole Life? Making my parents upset. But well,
everyone make mistakes. So i just live to accept them ;D
53. What Do You Do If Nobody Cared For You Any Longer? Move on with life :D
54. What Will You Do If Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend Two-Timed You? Hehehe. BREAKUP. LOL.
55. How Do You Feel Now? Tired.. -.-
Friday, May 15, 2009
-11:53 PM
SPOTTED A QUIZ! ;D shall do this and go to bed. Attending cousin's party tomorrow. Adorable party theme, spongebob! :DTEN ARE YOU-1. Are you single - Yes.
2. Are you happy - Very :D
3. Are you bored - Er, i don't think so. Maybe just irritated :D
4. Are you fair - Ahaha. Depends on the person and situation ;DD
5. Are you Italian - Nope. Love italian food though;D
6. Are you intelligent - Hehe, yes:D LOL. Just not showing it.
7. Are you honest - Too honest ;P
8. Are you nice - LOL. If i said yes, would you believe me? xP
9. Are you Irish - Nope.
10. Are you Asian - Er, yes.
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Lee Yi Ling
2. Nicknames - Fishball! :D LOL.
3. Birth place - Singapore, Gleneagles hospital?
4. Hair color - Brownish-black?
5. Natural hair style - Not really. Rebonded once;D
6. Eye Color - Brown?
7. Birthday - 22nd march 1995! :D Presents please! :x
8. Mood - Irritated by some asshole..
9. Favorite color - Green, blue, orange, yellow. Er, bright and happy colours in short;D
10. One place you'd like to visit -EUROPEEE ;D
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Yes?
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - No? :D
3. Do you currently have a crush? - Nope.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes, but i got over it fast xD
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - I think so?
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Hahaha! Yes;D
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Nope!
8. Are you afraid of commitment - If it's the right one, nope:D
9. Who was the last person you hugged - My mum! :D
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? Er, let's see .. -.- It's definitely not a boy, should be a girl; in a friendly tone! haha. don't remember who -.-
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love -.-
2. Hard liquor or beer - Luo han guo :D :D
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Best friends, loads of them;D
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Erm, both?
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen ;D
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic Night!
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness
9. Night or day - Night! Can sleep ;D
10. IM or phone - Handphone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Yeah. =o
2. Seen a polar bear - Yes;D at the zoo -.-
3. Done something you regret - Yes, :P
4. Bungee jumped - Yes! those kiddy ones -.- yearning to try the real ones :D
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Err, i don't know?
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - What's a jaw breaker?
7. Been caught naked - NO. LOL.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Nope!
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Yes, many times -.-
10. Wanted to disappear - Hehe, last time lah. Those were real immature thoughts :p
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Smile :D
2. Light or dark hair - Any is fine ;D
3. Hugs or kisses - Both? LOL. As time progresses~
4. Shorter or taller - Tall! Not too tall though -.-
5. Intelligence or attraction - Both!
6. Topman or Zara - What's thattt. -.-
7. Funny or serious - Both. But serious only when needed too;D
8. Older or Younger - Older! LOL.
9. Outgoing or quiet - definitely outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - Erm, sweet is better prefered.
TEN HAVE YOUS
1.Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah!
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Definitely.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - Nope! LOL.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - No. -.-
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - NO. LOL.
6. Ever been on a dance team - When i was 4 i think. LOL.
7. Ever been on a sports team - Mm, Sports CCA counted?
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Er, -.- yes!
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - Nope, would love to though :D
10. Ever been in a rap video? - Nope-.-
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - My mum i think.
2. Last person you hugged - My mum too -.-
3. Last person you hung out with - Irene, gen and shihui?
4. Last time you worked - Erm, 14th feb 2009 :D
5. Last person you talked to - My bro. I said "what", and he went off to bed -.- retarded.
6. Last person you IM'd - Er, oh! Instant message i guess? Some irritating asshole. He got deleted;D . hehehe. But i guess now it's jianshu =o
7. Last person you texted - Shihui;D
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I don't rmb when was the last time i went to the movies .. But i guess it's with zengying and friends.
9. Last person/thing you missed - Hahaha. My bed. I'm so tired today.
10. Last website visited - Khiameng's blog! That's where i got this quiz;D
Aww, ain't an interesting quiz. Shall go search for more. :)
-10:26 PM
Alright, i shall post.Nothing to post though -.-Exams are so-so.Studied for them this time round;i suppose my results will be better than last year's? :DLet's hope for the best. :DChinese: Goner. 17marks went unanswered-.- } Let's not talk about the composition.English1: Er, let's hope that a miracle will befall me! My compo was out of the point!Geography: I studied hard for this! Well, i think i did?:D I knew all the answers, just hope i wrote the right ones -.-Science: Seriously, God bless me. Many physics question went unanswered. I didn't have time to study for physics! Apparently, i spend all my time studying for biology and forgotten that physics was part of the science exam too; and i realised it on monday noon. And i wasn't done with my biology.. So, yeah. I just left it one side-.- Just walked into the examination room without revising for my physics. D: But biology went well. I knew like 95% of the answers, just hope they're correct? :-D?Literature: Like, omg. I left a 10marks question unanswered. That was the worse day of my life. -.- 10marks! 10 dumb marks! I could have at least written some any-o-how words on it, but i kinda ran out of time-.- Sigh.. But thinking of the positive side, at least i answered all the other questions. And i think i can at least score some marks enough to help me pass -.- How much can i expect now, since i left a 10marks question blank..Maths1: Well, i just knew the questions weren't that simple. But i kinda didn't know how to do it. The paper was tricky, real tricky. Simplification, i suck at that. Didn't know how to do 2 questions on simplification. Hope maths2 goes well.English2: Like, finally! It's over! A burden lifted off me-.- I'm not that bad at english. Just don't like doing it, you know? It's scary. Haha. Summary especially. Phew, lucky i got past it. The english was 'chim', i was kinda stunned for a moment at some words-.- Anyway, shall not fret over it. The paper's completed, all i shall do now is wait for my results :DUpcoming exams:Home Economics, 18th May '09Maths 2, 19th May '09Chinese Listening Comprehension, 20th May '09AND EXAMS ARE OVER!Zoo! 20th May '09 :DI can't wait for that, i really can't. Haha. It's kinda like a celebration to mark the end of exams. Anyway, we have free tickets xD haha! Be jealous, people :xI'm counting down .. 5 more days :)Oops, guess my 'nothing to post' doesn't apply anymore :o