Rediscovering Eden
I walk with You whereve You go
through tears and joy I will trust in You
I will live in all of Your ways
and Your promises forever
Jesus, I believe in You ♥
Dear dairy,
Sunday, August 31, 2008
-5:50 PM
Things turned out fine in the morning. Went to church, went for cell group, watched my sister ate her macdonalds then went home (: i thought things would be great today. Well, at least i THOUGHT so.(: Went online after i recieved an sms. Whoo; i was happy. At least for awhile. Things changed after i went online. ): Let's see, i was with a friend, darl came online, and oohs~ we started quarrelling. Yeah, things changed since then. From :), it became :(. And at 5.56pm now, i'm still :(-ing. Hais. And there's more D: heard some baaadd news about a friend. Things ain't great at all today. How am i to smile my way through leh? I thought i could, but realised after some time it was just some dumb thinking. x) sometimes, maybe i just think TOO positively that things go wayyy wrong. How pathetic is that, but yeah, it happens so. --" Or is it that, while i think that, trying to compromise with things will make it better, but instead, just makes it worse? AHHH. I'm feeling >:(, like this. Zzz. Someone help? Lalala. Hoping things will improve; is there a way? Hm, letting go of things hadn't seem to work. What else will work? One after another, like what 'you' think it may be. It's never gonna work out no matter what, if you don't wanna change that dumb attitude and character of yours. You're like saying until it's all my fault all the time. How 'bout you? Thought about it before? Don't be so self-centered please. Your happiness, what about mine? Ah, whatever. Just trying to tell SOMETHING; a non breathing one my probs, since you don't allow me to tell some breathing thing my probs. >:( im sad! <-- 5pm++ or so on. Currently, 7.26pm. My day's getting better i think. I'm starting to smile; acutally getting hyper. Whoo. My mama called again! I'm seriously starting to miss her. Can't wait till she gets back, she bought things for me! :D Whoozxzx~ i'm waiting, i'm waiting, i'm waiting! LOL. Acting like a moron, wtfzxzx. Anyway, my dad's coming home soon again~ Sianzx. Hope things don't get too bad --" Hms, i shall post this post first. If something else interesting comes up again later, i shall write another post :D i'm feeling suuuper lorsor today. Zzz. :: End of my 1st post for 31stAugo8' :: it's 7.37pm. Loves for all<3 immissingyou-
Saturday, August 30, 2008
-4:10 PM
Woo, it's currently 1o.25pm. The day has past, well, it was kinda boring. Wasted my whole day sitting in front of the com playing computer games --" But, half way through my day, someone actually made me feel more entertained, in a bad way. --" dumb ter .. i do hope you see this! *Blahblah* Let's move on~ wanted to go cycling, but it rained. How nice timing (: At 7.45pm or somewhere near that time, my father came home! Zzz. That was wayyy to early for him. :( Came back, started his lecturings and nagging[taking over my mum for the time being]. Oohgod, it wasn't good. 8plusplus? Yeah, i suppose. My mum called us :D it was complaining time! Whoo. I do miss her even though she's gone since this morning only --" miss her naggings! They are much much better than my dad's. :D. Love him though, his words are suuuper encouraging :DD. Hm, nothing interesting today, it sure was boring.[<- i've finally came to the main point of today!] And moreover, there was someone missing today. Aww :[ ~ ahahaha. Still, imlovingmylife(: . It's time to sleep now. Going to church tomorrow. [: -MYVERYFIRSTPOST-[actually 2nd] Nights all <3 immissingyou- :: 11.o1pm ::
-11:15 AM
Whoo, i've actually created a blog, in the morning of 3oth Aug o8'. How nice is that. This shall be my first post :D Anyway, let's start the crap. `Life's gonna be soo bored today, i think. Mum went to KL for some staff retreat thingy, bro left the house in the early morning for his GOLF again --". Now it's left with me and my sister at home. And all i have is a computer and TV to entertain me. Too broke to go out too! How pathetic it may sound, but yeah, i'm starting to miss school --"; blahblah. I told you it sounds pathetic. I'll just wait for the day to past again before completing today's post (: LOVES~12.o2pm-3othAugo8'. immissingyou-