Dear dairy,
Monday, April 27, 2009
-12:20 AM
Long time since i blogged:DExams have come, shall not come online unless necessary.Didn't do well in my chinese paper, wonder how to outcome will be like.3 more days before English Language paper 1.I suppose i can do well in this subject.Shall work towards it. Don't wanna regret anymore.Jiayou to all taking their exams too. God bless you :)You came, you left. Now i'm left with myself, but i'm still going well. I've not regretted my decision one bit. I know He'll lead me through. We've gone through ups and downs, now i'll go through it myself. I should have known this a long time ago, that i only needed myself. Why did i let you come into my life, apparently i don't know. Life's lesson, this is how i picture it. Very much wishing you all the best in your current relationship. Thinking of it now, i was a better person compared to you. I really didn't know why i needed you. I'm standing strong alone, i will not be defeated easily. I don't even have a thought of you in my mind now. I'm really proud of this. Yiling has moved on, really moved on. Sad i shall no longer be, tears will no longer be shed. My Lord will lead me along, i guess that's all i need now.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
-7:49 PM
100 Truths
1. Real Name: Lee Yi ling :D
2.Nickname(s): Fishball -.-
3.Age: 14! Like, finally ;D
4:Height: 156cm-.- i'm a shortie, but maybe i've grown! :D
5.Weight:60kg? LOL. ;D
6.Spec or Contact lens: Contacts!
7.Horoscope: Aries, i think.
8.Male or Female: Female
9. Tv or Games: Sleeping!
10.Primary School: Shuqun Primary School <3
11.Secondary School: Hua Yi Secondary
12.Poly or JC: I don't know
13. University: -Nil- Aiming for this :D
14.Hair Colour: Brownish-black?
15.Long hair or short hair: Long;D
16.Loud or quiet: EXTREMELY LOUD. LOL.
17.Sweats or Jeans: Jeans:D
18.Phone or Camera: Phone!
19.Health Freak: Nope!
20.Drink or Smoke: None;D they make me die faster-.-
21.Have a crush on someone: Nope ;D
22.Eat or Drink: Eat! :D
23.Piercings: 5 ._. Regretted, man-.- Waste my money.
24.Tattoos: Nope.
25.Social or Anti-Social: Social :D
26.First relationship: Hm, yes?
27.First Best Friend: Jolyn wang :D
28.First award: Erm-.- I forgotten.
29. First kiss: Nope ;D
30.First pet: HAM-HAM ;D My hamster.
31.First big vaccation: Hongkong! Loved the cold weather.
32.First love at sight: It's call infatuation, and it doesn't happen to me;D
33.First hug: Er, my mum?-.-
34.First love: Hehe. SPONGEBOB!;D
35.First piercing: Primary .. 1? or 2. =o
36.Eating: I eat everything that is edible and that excludes nonsensical stuffs-.-
37.Drinking: Water ;D it's the cheapest facial care!
38.Excitment lvl: I'm sick; and this isn't something to be excited about D;
39.About to: Answer the next qns on the list.
40.Listening to: Dog barkings-.- So many dogs started because of one dog's bark! LOL.
41.Plan for today: Finish this quiz, finish my literature assignment, sleep!
42.Waiting for: My sleeping time.
43.Energy lvl: 40% D:
44.Thinking of someone: Monkeys-.-
45.Hobby: Sleep? Watch spongebob ;)
46.Keen to learn: Keyboard! :D
47.Scared of: Moths and lizards-.-
48.Wealthy or happiness: Happiness :D :D :D :D :D
49.Want to get married: In a decade's++ time. ;D
50.Have kids: Yes ;D But next time. haha.
51.Careers in mind: Zoologist ;)
52.Fight before: Manymany times with my brother-.-
53.Most regret of: I don't like to regret what i do, so i live to accept my mistakes;D
54.Talented in: LOL. Music?-.- Crapping, gossiping. xD
55.Weak in: Being sad, unhappy;D
56.romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous! :D
57.Lips or eye: Love my eyes;D and lips too though -.-
58.Nice stomach or arms: LOL. Both have fats :D But have better toned arms than stomach -.-
59.Shorter or taller: Wanna grow taller;D 5cm more is fine!:D
60.Protective or Daring: Daring;D
61.Hook-up or realtionship: Relationship.
62.Trouble maker or hestitant: Trouble maker :x
63.Lost glasses or contact: None?
64.Ran away from home: Nope.
65.held gun/knife for self defense: None. I'm not so violent ;x
66.Killed somebody: Nah-.-
67:Broken someone's heart: Yes :D LOL.
68.Been arrested: Nope.
69.Cried when someone died: Yes.
70.Miss some1 alot: For a short period of time only.
71.Yourself: Happy-go-lucky? If that's what the qns meant=o
72.Miracles: Miracles.. If it's the Lord's doing, yes.
73.Love at first side: Er, if it's love at first sight, i thought ask before liao?-.-
74.Heaven or hell: Heaven:D
75.Santa Claus: Presents! Yes;D
76.Cartoon or anime: Love cartoons. LOL.
77.Tooth Fairy: No-.- It's more like a tooth thief.
78.Kiss in the first date: No;D
79.Afraid of death: Nope.
80.Handsome or cute: Cute?
81.Pretty or cute: None-.- This qns is more for a guy. LOL.
82.Reality or dream: Reality.
83.Is there a person u want to be with right now: If beds are humans, Yes :D
84.Are u seriously happy with ur life now: Yes, very very happy. So happy that words can't describe it.
85.Do you believe in fate: God's work, yes.
86.Do you think u can change ur own destiny: No? It's God's plan, not mine;D
87.Do you believe in god: Very much i do ;)
88.How often do you lie: When it's necessary xD
89.Do you respect elders: Yep. ;)
90.Are you a good kid: Yes. LOL.
91.Do you like your family: Very very much;D
92.Do you like ur fren: YES;D Love them. :)
93.Are you greedy: Er, i don't think so. LOL.
94.What do you want to do now: Sleep xD
95.What will you wish for: The consistent dog's barking that is coming from i don't know where[somewhere around my estate]to stop! It's irritating-.-
96.A truth to 1st person: Kongzhe's a rare species of egg!
97.A truth to 2nd person: Irene's a real sotong =x
98.A truth to 3rd person: Edwin, your friendster pictures looks damn gay-.-
99.Do you even trust urself: Very much ;)
100.Post as 100 truth and tag 10 ppl, blessed people: This qns is spastic-.-
1) Kongzhexian.
2) Claudia
3) Ellene! Do it again! LOL.
4) Shihui! You too ;D
5) Chuanjie
6) Joonkiat
7) Irene;D
8) Senmien
9) Genevieve;D
10) Anyone?
-7:37 PM
I have a fever! -.- This is spastic. :\ There's a maths test tomorrow.. Can't miss it.Shall finish my literature assignment and go to bed :DWonder whether i can catch Harper's Island today-.-Should i or should i not? D:God bless me please. D: I'm sick!
Friday, April 17, 2009
-1:58 PM
i have gotten over you, and i'm proud of that. :]
Exams are coming! Have to start studying..
Can't play like i did last year, if not i'm bound to regret it again.
Let's talk about today..
Morning assembly was a bore, took so long-.-
Biology lessons; blahblah. 2e2 guys are damn dirty-minded. Zzz.
Maths! Ohmy;D i did well in the test! Scored well :) All smiles :D hahaha.
English? Erm, as usual -.-
Recess :D Never get bored of this. AHAHA.
Physics.. Didn't study for the test, and it was damn simple. But i'm still gonna fail it cause i had no idea what to write -.- yay, me -.-
Chinese :D Interesting.. Forgotten what we did. I have to improve my chinese! MT exam is next week! So dead D:
P.E. : Erm, played frisbee? LOLS. Interesting;D
-End of School- Perfect :D No band today. haha. Exam break has started (:
Cheryl didn't come to school today! I was so bored .. -.- But i had two tables to myself today :D . Just enough. So i placed everything on her table, and had enough space to do my own things on my own table! Ahaha. I'm a messy person ;D At school and home only, really : hahaha. Okay.. Time for homework ;D . Shall not come online so often anymore. I need to study and sleep ;D
I swear i'm loving my life the way it is now.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
-2:37 PM
Oh, went to church this morning:D
It's easter day today! Christ has risen! :DDMissed the sunrise service, couldn't wake up -.-
So went to church at 10am instead.
Aw, i find that i have little clothes-.-, although there seems to be one whole cupboard in front of me.
Couldn't find anything to wear today!
So end up wearing the same thing again, for the 5th time. :
Well, i shall be contented with what i have though;D Ahaha.
So tired today, shall go sleep C:
Friday, April 10, 2009
-5:12 PM
It's good friday & my mum's birthday today! :D
Went to church in the morning, then went for lunch with family.
After that went to singapore flyer;D.
It was nice. Although the sight was mostly constructions&constructions-.-
Enjoy the aircon most:D It was exceptionally nice. LOL.
After that, came home to eat cake;D.
The cake i bought made me broke, no more money for the rest of the month-.-
Well, still at home now. And it's raining~ i wanna go skating. Staying at home is boring.
Meeting up with 2e2 peeps tomorrow to finish some class production thingy.
Hope all things go well;D Hope no ones late.. So i don't needa wait. Ahaha!
Okay.. That's all for the crapping today;D
Feel like going for an icecream party .. But i feel fat-.- Hahaha.
Go or don't go~ i want to sleep too :) lolsss.
Shall slack around with the computer, so lazy to study for test-.-
Bye people;D
Thursday, April 9, 2009
-11:10 PM
Today was maundy thursday, a total nice experience. (: The last supper before Jesus was crucified ._. Have church service again tomorrow. This week so many church services;D . how nice. Sunday have sunrise service, 6.30am going to church :D hahaha. how nice! (: Okay, going to sleep now. i'm so bored;D bye people! :D
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
-9:37 PM
I long to do what my heart desires, but it's not as easy as it seems. Things turn out different from the way i want it to be. I'm tired, physically and mentally. To miss is a hard thing to do, i long to hate you. But it's quite impossible.
Monday, April 6, 2009
-1:12 AM
blogging in the middle of the night, when it's a school day-.- Damn, i can't complete neither projects i've been assigned to. So dead.. It's all dued today!, Monday! Haiyaya -.- My brain's gonna burst. i need my sleep! D: goodnight people =)
Thursday, April 2, 2009
-9:56 PM
Hoping so much i could hate you. If i really manage to do so one day, i congratulate myself. Yes, i'm pissed off with whatever's happening right now. Not at you, but at myself. i'm being stupid, very stupid. I don't even know why i'm behaving like this anyway-.- Don't need to try so hard, it won't work on me. I'm very stubborn, if you haven't realise. I'll do what i want now, don't need you to tell me what to do anymore. I'll live my life the way i want it to be.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
-3:35 PM
SYF FINALLY OVER -.- But we got a silver only. that's so saddening D: Well, at least we maintained-.- Okay, end of post. WAHAHA.