Dear dairy,
Sunday, September 28, 2008
-2:45 PM
Went to church in the morning .. Went for lunch .. Came back, and i'm bored now DD: . So sad lor, my rabbit suspected of having cancer in the kidney. ._." Haih. Nothing to write le lah. Going off. :D. immissingyou-
Saturday, September 27, 2008
-4:29 PM
So long never post le --. Whoo, my day was so boring :D i'm still feeling bored now though. D: Nothing to write le. --. Waiting for the day to pass - Byebye :D. immissingyou-
Sunday, September 21, 2008
-10:03 PM
I'm bored today. LOL. My day was a boring one. Blahblah. Hm, nothing to write liao. Guess that's all for my post ;D. Lol. Um, yeah, guess that's all --". ~Let's not talk about the unhappy things, just the happy ones x). Goodnight all. :D needa chiong that dumb DNT homework which was overdue for weeks --''. :: 22.05pm :: immissingyou-
-9:57 PM
Such a long time since a posted a blog --". This was what happen on monday's swimming lesson. Ellene chased kongzhe, kongzhe got a shock, kongzhe fell down by the pool side; while trying to run away from ellene, that is. Then, surprisingly, that 'superman' actually manage to get up, [he was lying on his back after the fall] sat down on the floor, and went "AWESOME". Showing that thumbs up thingy. Zzz lah. Me and ellene really had a good laugh. What a moron kongzhe is. Take pity or don't bother[anyway, it makes us laugh]? End of monday's post :D Whooo~
Sunday, September 14, 2008
-9:20 PM
Went to church in the morning, went for cell group. Ooh, my day's so boring. =) Then, came back and sleep, woke up, realising i still have tons of work undone. And all's due tomorrow. Haih. Why is it that everytime she's pissed off, and even though it is unrelated to me, i still get dragged in? I still get scolded?; For whatever reason she can find. (= Talking on the phone wrong too? Lol. If i'm spending her money, i don't mind her nagging at me. Now i'm not spending her money, just spending my own time, and it's also wrong =) How fair can she get. I'm pissed, real pissed. Too much of everything really isn't good. That includes lectures and nagging. i'm hating what's happening. But still, nothing's gonna change =) Blahblah, i shall not continue. i'm tired. ==. Goodnight all. :: 21.44pm :: immissingyou-
-8:58 PM
Had to go for literature lessons in the morning --" So sian lor. Then do the play we presented, we forgotten all the lines. How pathetic. LOL. Then blahblah, went out at night for dinner with friends. Met new people =o ; especially vincent. LOL. Reached home at around 11pm. Was so tired. --" End of 13rdSept'o8's post :D. immissingyou-
Friday, September 12, 2008
-10:48 PM
My day .. A stupid day ==". Woke up early, was soo tired for the rest of the day. LOL. Blahblah, school school school. TWO PERIODS OF GEOG AT THE END OF THE DAY :DD how nice. Had a test again, whoo. x) Then blahblah, school ended. Went for band, can fall asleep inside while learning the new song lor. Didn't understand a single rhythm of the song ==. THEN BLAHBLAH, I WENT HOME. IT WAS THE LAST PRACTICE BEFORE THE EXAM BREAKS, LIKE OHMYGOSH, BREAK AT LAST. SO HAPPY :D Went home, Oooh! I saw kelvin opposite school. LOL. The sight shocked me. LOL. Then i went home, then i watched tv. Then .. blahblah. Hm, he called me too :D WHOOO~~<3 you. LOL. OKAY LAH, I'm gonna sleep now, im so so tired; i don't even know what i'm talking about. LOL. I'm loving my life (: GOODNIGHT ALL ~~ :: 23.13 :: immissingyou-
-10:28 PM
THURSDAY'S POST. HM, NOTHING TO WRITE. LOL. Um, after school, irene and cheryl came to my house to do LITERATURE PROJECT. We 'rehearsed' our play, with the soft toys on my bed, --". Hm, then blahblah, the day was funny; too bad ellene wasn't there ;D. i loved the censoring of pooh bear :D. How cute. Um, then whatever. I wonder what i'm typing too. So sleepy. LOL. Then blahblah, the day ended. LOL. End of the day ... I went to sleep :D . that's all for my thursday. What an INTERESTING DAY =) BYEBYE. :D immissingyou-
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
-9:30 PM
Ooh, school was boring today. (: Nothing nice to write. After that went to irene's house for project, then project, then project :< Then went home at 7pm, blahblah, then online. Talked to him, whee. LOL. Always make my day,[although the day's ending soon =3=]. Nothing nice to write today, my day was a boring one.=3=~ going off, (: Nights all. immissingyou-
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
-9:04 PM
This was how my day started. Woke up late, but made it in time for school. Went back to class after morning assembly and this was what happen. See, kongzhe brought his PET LIZARD to school that day![Wtf!] Ohyes, it was a life one; not a toy. It was way disgusting, and he placed the lizard that was in the container IN FRONT of my face. ZZZ. That totally freaked me out can. Why is he just so disgusting. Then blahblah, the day pass. Kena by DM --" so suay lor. Zzz. Then, during maths lesson, mr leow never come, decided to sleep. Sooo tired that day == Then, was awoken by kongzhe half way. When i woke up, the first thing i saw was him putting that lizard; which was on his hand, right in front of my face. ZZZ. EH KONGZHE, I HOPE YOU SEE THIS. I HATE YOU (: it's been a long time since i've been so freaked out. Zzz. Whatever lah, after that got some more things happen =o. Thidar + kongzhe + junjie got into a fight. Super lame lah. ==. Then elijah just did something so wonderful. He use the duster and hit thidar, make her black all over; despite her being so black already. That was super cute lor. =3=. School ended, like finally~ Went for band, blahblah. Samantha started to hate me[whoo, kinda happy when you did so.], so, asked geokfang to change place with me. So she didn't have to sit beside me. How dumb. Samantha, do hope you see this. Please grow up, you're 13 already, not some 3 year old kid. Please do act like one. And whatever you're unhappy about me, just tell me. It's not saying i care or something. I just don't like people talking behind my back (: Thanks a million. Then blahblah, the day is ending soon. Writing my blog at 9.2opm (: Gtg soon. Tatas all<3 :: 9.21pm :: immissingyou-
Monday, September 8, 2008
-7:27 PM
This was how my day went on 8thSep'o8. Went to school feeling super sleepy, didn't have enough sleep again. Ahaha. Blahblah, the way started with having DnT lessons, wth, super boring ==" Couldn't understand a single thing the teacher was saying. So gonna flunk my exams. Hm, after that was chinese lessons. Pity the teacher luh. Her voice is like super soft, and the class is like super noisy. So not well coordinated. Then she was like screaming and screaming, so pathetic. LOL. After that was recess :D. Finally, the most interesting subject of the day. Never once fail to make the class feel not bored, not tired, and noise restricted :P How nice. We should have more of those subjects. No one is bound to object with that. :) After recess, we had literature. Omg lor, that's one of the most boring subject. Cause, the teacher is like super dumb? Super lame? Starts talking to anyone about her children, despite knowing no one is interested?[i think]. ==. Blahblah, coming to the end of the lesson le! Me and ellene fell asleep. Wahaha. That was how tiring the day was, and how boring her lesson was. And, i woke ellene up half way, but seeing she didn't budge, i too went back to sleep. After awhile, she woke up and said, "Eh, woke me up but you ownself never wake up". Then she went back to sleep again. What a pig. LOL. Oops~ellene, you're not seeing this x) i love your double chin super lots though. Wahaha! Please don't feel insulted, =x. Ahaha. After that was english. 15mins of mr kurt's lesson past only did me and ellene wake up ==". Felt so bad. But could see mr kurt didn't care either, so, who cares :D. After that was .. P.E. :D Swimming again! Whoo. Went to bukit batok blahblah for our lessons. The day's swimming lesson was a little frustrating. Starting, we had to wait for our turn of lessons cause the other school was having a test. Ooh. That didn't matter much. But this did. While waiting, we were doing warm up exercises! Can anything get more boring than that? Eh, we like, paid money to swim, not do warm up exercises can ==" So pathetic. After that, finally!, can swim le. We had a test too :o 24 laps in total today. Quite tiring. LOL. Then blahblah, time's up. Bathing time; another frustrating incident of the day --". The girls' toilet's bulb wasn't working? So some people were fixing it? Like, wth? We couldn't enter lah. That, never mind. First, they told us 10mins. We waited. 10 mins later, they tell us another 5mins, OKAY~5mins later! "wait ah wait ah, another 2mins" WTH lah ==. But during that waiting time, ooh~something like happened too :D There was this handicap toilet lah. Inside got shower head also. The vendor tell us to change/bath there first. That was fine with us. But before that, there was ariany inside. She was taking quite some time lor. So the malay vendor opened the door. Ariany was making her hair and listening music inside!; despite knowing there was a group outside waiting for HER AND THE TOILET. So inconsiderate can? ==" Kan lai kan qu hai bu shi yi yang de yang zi, xu yao kan dao zhe yang jiu mah? Wths. Then, whoo~finally, the girls' toilet was ready, everyone chiong inside to get a cubicle lor. So stupid. Lol.[i was one of them :DD] Mr lim also another joker,"i give you guys till 2.45pm, you better come out". And the current time was? 2.45pm ==" Zzz lah. Done everything, time to go back to school. The class left without me, ellene and cheryl lor. So dumb. LOL. Ohyaohya, irene didn't come to school that day, so bored without her. She's the blur one in the group. Always making us laugh with her 'stupidity'. =x Wahaha. Okay lah, went back to school after that. Then blahblah, came home after lunch, on the com again. Whoo, someone was online :D Talked to him, saw him, made my day x) that was nice. Hahaha. Then blahblah, felt tired, so gonna sleep now. :D End of today's post. Feel that i'm so lorsor today ==. Aiya, whatever lah. Gtg now :). :: 7.52pm :: immissingyou-
-6:40 PM
Ooh~it's a late post x) Went to church in the morning, was super late for it cause slept late the previous night ==" Reached church, went for cell group again, :D. Went out after that. went to celebrate my sister's bday again. LOL. Went to raffles marina till late, then went home. Was so tired that day. Kept getting headaches. LOL. How pathetic =3= Went to the restaurant for dinner that night. Blahblah, the day was kinda fun. But lazy to type what else happen le. End of post x)) :: unknown :: immissingyou-
Saturday, September 6, 2008
-9:41 PM
It's 6thSepo8' today. Hm, woke up in the morning, started doing my tuition homework which was dued an hour later ==". But still, didn't manage to complete it :D. Had tuition, ate lunch, slept for awhile and went online. (: Whoo, online le, saw you again :D that always makes my day. x) Then blahblahblah, used the com till .. don't know what time, then starting helping my family to prepare for the party later that day.[i seriously couldn't believe i would bother to do so, but yeah, i did it =3="] How nice of me ~ LOL. Ah, whatever. Preparing, preparing, preparing~ Guess what i did. ==". Poke prawns, fishballs and hotdogs with toothpicks :D. How nice does that sound. But the prawns, they were wet, kinda freaked me out == Disgusting. Lol. Hm, what happened next.. Ohya, phone calls again, :D then, guests started coming, yah :D Ohh, that was nice. Starting eating. I'm still talking to him. He called me, i felt on the top of the world :D ahaha. Whoo<3. Then what happened next .. Ohoh. After talking, i came outta my room,[was having a party then, couldn't talk outside; noisy --]. When i was closing the door, cause of the big wind, *BOM*, there went my door :D [it didnt explode, it just slammed itself hard] How stupid. But, it was kinda funny. You could see the people in my house that time jump :D i started laughing, how pathetic. Wahaha! Still talking to him, feel happy today, :) Ooh. It's cake cutting time. End of the post for today too. ILY<3. :: 1o.o5pm :: immissingyou-
Friday, September 5, 2008
-10:00 PM
Went for band early in the morning again, lol. It was raining so heavily in the morning, wondered how to get to school. Luckily rain stopped when i was about to leave my house :D Was late for band though. ==" Reached there, went to the hall to get ready. We were having another exchange today (: It was tiring but fun. Blahblah, from 8am to 3+pm, really tiring lor. Was falling asleep again. Ahaha. Went home after that, super happy to know ter wasn't going in there. :D LOL. Reached home, on the computer, chatted with him. It was really happy in the start, but things started to change after awhile. :< The past was brought up, we started quarrelling again. Lol. Wadafax --". Quarrelling, misunderstandings, unhappiness overhelming me most of the time; this is my life. :) It's all about getting used to i suppose. Well, yeah, i've done that. Lol. Just hope you'll change, boy. If we don't click, just bid goodbye. I'm happy on the outside, yet dying in the inside; i'm immune to the pain you're causing me already.(: That's all for today's post. Want to go sleep liao, super tired ==" Nights all<3. :: 1o.14pm :: immissingyou-
Thursday, September 4, 2008
-7:59 PM
Oo~It's 4thSepo8' today. LOL. Woke up, on the computer, used it till 11am and i left the house for school at 11.3oam~=o Had to go to school for a band exchange; first time. LOL. Time went by, started playing. Luckily the two schools not sitting together lor. If not sure damn paiseh. The song 'Alvamar overture', wow, played so many wrong notes D: ! So pathetic. Still can't master that song --" And then, half way through the warm up practice in the hall, a fly like, landed on my file! WTH. It freaked me out, badly. Zzz. It was super big, super disgusting. Argh. And the worse part is, it stayed there for quite some time. Was so stubborn, just didn't want to fly away. Zzz. Out of so many people, it had to be me --" And then, blahblah. Played a few more songs and it came to the song 'Animation medley'. Whoo, that song is like super nice. Loved it so much x) That time, it was already like 5pm+? Instructor still don't want let us go lor. I was so tired by that time. Didn't sleep well again last night. =< My dark circles are gonna come out soon, damn --". Band ended around .. 5+ 6? Like, finally! Packed my instrument, left the school :D Went home, on the computer again. Ahaha. Saw him online, woots. :) Then, blahblah, time passes. Currently writing this post at 8.28pm, and feeling a little sad too. Haha. :D Nothing else to write le.. So tired. Brain's not working ;D. Tatas all<3 :: 8.32pm :: immissingyou-
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
-3:59 PM
Ahh. I'm bored! From the moment i wake up till now, 4pm, i've been doing nothing but using the computer. --" Planned to go out, but didn't feel like it in the end, so i just stayed at home. Now i'm starting to regret. --" Talking on the phone again~there's nothing better to do. Sian. Still have tuition at 7.3opm. Oohgod. It's gonna be boring. Nothing else to write. Going back to my game (: Tatas all. <3 :: 4.o4pm :: immissingyou-
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
-9:50 PM
The day started off with me oversleeping. --" Suppose to wake up at 7am, but instead woke up at 7.5oam. :o Band was starting at 8.3opm, so i had to rush down. Whoo, so pathetic. It was so tiring in band today. I could fall asleep practicing. --" And the girl beside me; in the same section, starting crying cause she couldn't play! Whattheheck! How gay was that. --" Blahblah, band practice was over at 12.3opm. That was early ;) i went to the mama shop with sammie after that. No nuggets today! So sad, i was freaking hungry. :( So, bought a drink and went off x) Waited for my dumb bus, took so long to come. Zzz. And that bus sucked. So unstable, those standing will fall de lor. So pathetic ==" Went home, came online, time just passed on like this. Night came; still using the computer. And blahblah. Time still went by. Until now, writing this post about my day; my boring&tiring day x)) Gonna sleep soon. So tired today. Nights all <3 :: 1o.3opm :: immissingyou-
Monday, September 1, 2008
-11:06 PM
Hm, i thought i would enjoy having my mum back in singapore, in my house. But on second thoughts, maybe not. Arghh! She nags at me the moment she gets home, like, wth? Paying back for what she hasn't nagged at me for the past two days? --" And the most frustrating part, MY BROTHER IS SIDING MY MUM! WTH! He's telling my mum everything i did for the past two days, like talking on the phone and talking on the phone? And i got nagged at, scolded at. AHHH. He's an idiot! Hm, nothing more to write. After the first post i made today till now, things are kinda okay, although a little sad half way through =3= lols. Well, blahblah, time past just like this. :) Well, there goes another day. Time to go to bed. Need to go for band tomorrow morning, at like 8.3o --" Wth.. I'm tired! So, goodnight all <3 :: 11.18pm :: immissingyou-
-5:11 PM
Hais, something in plan for me nowadays? Trying to spark up my life? Troubles after troubles, making my mind feel occupied or what? Maybe that phrase, ''curiosity kills the cat'' does make sense. Though smiling outside, i'm feeling so hurt and troubled; i'm dying inside. The day started off bad, very bad. What happened really changed my thoughts about the person i once admire. Standing up after each fall, how many people can do that? Used to admire, not anymore. But seriously, who am i to care so much about what's going on? But it's just affecting me, no matter how hard i try to ignore, i'm not succeeding. Life's starting to suck again. So many things are happening. It's all coming too fast. I'm starting to hate my life; hate the way i'm living my life. It really sucks. I'm really sad. What can i do to solve all this? One solution for one problem? It's not working! Went to school for remedial, went to jurong point after that. Kinda forgotten what had happened this morning. But once i came back, once i recieved his call, everthing just came back into my mind. Or maybe i just haven't got the facts right. But i believe what i see, and i'm hating what i saw. Hey, you know it's wrong, why still do it? I really do hope you know how i feel. What if those who aren't suppose to know about this finds out what is going on? How are you gonna face it? Human do make mistakes, ya. But most of the time when they do it, it couldn't be prevented. They didn't know it would turned out as a mistake too. But for those who know? You just plain dumb or what? Why do things you know you aren't even suppose to do? 5.34pm,i'm writing these. Hais. I hope you will realise your mistake and turn back. Be contented with the things you have. Life is gonna be 'interesting' soon. I'm not enjoying living my life like i used to anymore! Hais. Hope things will improve soon. I'm on the verge of breaking down. :'( The day was okay today. And my mum's coming home soon too, i'm really missing her nagging :) 1stSep'o8; more is to come. :: 5.52pm :: immissingyou-